Tornado of Events…

Update from Sept 5 that was saved as a draft instead of being posted… hmm.

I haven’t had a chance to share anything for a while. My life has felt like the eye of a tornado. So many thing have happened since the last post. Let’s begin.

My best friend came to visit for a few weeks at the beginning of August. This should be a red flag to anyone who knows me. Let me tell you, She is the light of my life. Even though we only see each other a few times a year; our friendship is like a dance. We complete each others sentences; we’re in sync. It’s always a blasty blast when she’s in town. I feel like a butterfly coming out of her cocoon.

As I emerge from my boring, sheltered, workaholic life, something changes. It’s like my life has color. Usually, it takes me a while to let anyone in- to warm up to people, even lovers. Probably why I don’t have a very strong relationship success rate. The guys think I’m cold and inexpressive for the first few months and once they give up… I start to warm up. That’s life I suppose. Mid-trip, Andrea leaves me the keys to her house with the spa. I have the brilliant idea to invite Mounir over with Emma. Why not? Mounir shows up at my place and we take off. My best friend follows in my car barely keeping up. Finally, we arrive and the sangria starts flowing. Mounir has never seen me with friends let alone drinking. I put on the Luvstep music to heat things up.

Honestly, it was awkward at first. We sat around the kitchen table trying to converse. Mounir barely speaks english. I could tell he was nervous. He kept saying, Fuck my Life. ha Cute.. but after the 75th time.. It was rubbing me the wrong way haha! The bestie decides she wants to go in the spa. THANK GOD! ha She’s drunk by now.. or just really happy. So am I. She goes to get ready.. I tell her to go set everything up while I get changed. Mounir corners me in the bedroom and starts making out with me HARD. I couldn hardly hold back.. I fall to my knees and kiss his thighs… all around his cock… He takes me hands holding them to his chest. It was amazing. He pulled me up quick quick and turned me around and.. slipped in. I was not expecting this. I’m hoping that she can’t see us. Or am I? This starts to spin in my mind. Then he pulls out. He said it was a preview for what was to come. I strip down and we both get changed.

In the spa, he calls a meeting. So the three of us move into the middle of the spa. I’m nervous. I’m not sure I want to share him or if I want to do anything with  a chick. Things could go either way. I can see that he’s clearly into some sort of “play” tonight. We giggle, there’s major eye contact between me and the bestie. We’re both trying to telepathically tell each other what we’re down to do. I still haven’t made up my mind. About 15 minutes of this… and Mounir gets impatient and kisses her. My heart drops. But then he has has hand on my pussy under water. Okay. I can deal with this. Live porn? ha! He goes back and forth… Then he has both of us at the same time… fingering both of us. I am going insane. Yes Yes Yes! He made a comment about us being in sync with each other. As he was with each of us, the other would go back to her corner to wait her turn. Our friendship is like a dance. How amazing would it be to be poly with your best friend and your boyfriend. Best of both worlds? Crazy thoughts no?

We told Mounir that we needed a girl moment before we went back into the house. He told us that we would dry up from being in the water. We talked a bit, I was fine with them fooling around but since we have both been with an excessive amount of men we decided that he could go down on us and that was about it. I would give him a bj if needed.

We head back into the house. I take the first shift.. giving him an opportunity to fuck while she’s in the shower… or doing whatever she was doing haha I told him that we weren’t comfy with sex.. he said fine. It was his first time with two girls. Again.. in the bed. He had a woman on either side of him. I would have given anything to be in his head.

He went down on her. and then me.. and then crawled ontop of me. Is this for real? She bolted out of the room.. and he came within 3 minutes. ha Beautiful. I was falling asleep and he said that he had to go. Sad face. Sleep beside me please?

He kissed us goodbye and I haven’t seen him since. It’s October 14th. He was leaving for Morocco that week. Said he would be in touch when he got back. Still waiting.

Living with a Man

So many things to update!

Ben is in the friend zone at the moment. It was a big hoopla of complication talks and lots of tears that brought us to the friend zone area. Might I add that we’re still sleeping together? We’ve come a long way. The sex was becoming boring. It would be quickies before work. He would literally strip at my front door and then missionary it in the bedroom. No fun for me.

Last week, he invited me to a hotel. This was new. We’re looking into escorts and such since he’s always dreamed of a threesome. I won’t do it, so I suggested hiring two girls of his choice. He said he would give me the BFE (Boyfriend Experience – for those of you who know about agencies the base rate for a girl covers the GFE. This is called the girlfriend experience.) This went well. We even made a video and took pictures during. I wore a long black trench coat with a black negligee and garter. He was floored. I felt really good.

Mounir.

This was an experience and a half. I’ve only fallen a few times so far. Michel would be the first, Ben the second, and Mounir. Strongest feelings. Maybe because I could see a future with them all?

Mounir was 32 and married. I didn’t know the latter until we were six months into our relationship. He was good to me though. I tried the 3 month rule with him and it killed us. He became distant about a month in. The first 3 dates I thought we were going to explode with the amount of passion that was between us. Definite spark. 🙂 He disappeared though. One day he was just gone.. I’m not sure I’m over it yet. Lack of closure might be keeping me from forgetting him.

 

And now, Bakr lives with me. After everything, I figured why not just get a male roommate? We went out a few times. Told him I was a virgin, and he still wanted to see me. Bonus! We may end up dating.. He kisses me goodnight. It’s cute.

 

More on this topic to come..